Ravishing. Chaos. Astonished

All of these is what I was feeling at this moment. I had escaped, finally, after 5 years. I feel, confused yet happy. What should I do? Where can I go? My body needs something, something to stop this hunger.The last time I had it was in December. It is April and feel like I might melt away. Like my insides are hollow and my body drained. What will they do if they realize I’m gone? Will they come for me. What do I do then? Chaos, going through my head. I don’t know what to do. But I am astonished, that I was able to escape. With my thin body and weak muscles I was able to get free. Free, I’m finally free. After so long, I’m free. I never thought I would see this day. I am free!