I went inside the room of my mother in law with my soul nauriahed with the morning routein i just did, thats where i find the POONT OF My Life ,takes real effort u know, beeming with energy and fullness i started radiating that freshly recharged energy when my father in law entered the scene and started screeming on my mother in law because she slept while he was hungry in the morning. He also mentioned that because she was stitching till late night last night thats why she couldn’t get up early to give him food which was cooked and available in kitchen but she couldn’t set up the tray and Serve it to

Him like and old King ON TIME.

The spark through which my mother in law was stiching my ten months old daughter, Elif’s little froq suddenly felt and appeared useless and she was humiliated for something she finds the whole point of life in, Thats how ur whole life is shattered without bulldozers you know.

She immediately got up and gave him food, like we give food to a dog so he will stop barking u know. A dog’s example is disrespectful here. But when human comes down to that level of living there are not better. Well i saw dreams getting shattered in front of me which happened before too when years ago her brothers ( my MIL’s ) called her out for her passion for creativity and didn’t let her learn stiching and sewing a course she wanted to take when she was young (and beautiful) this for her was a huge set back in her personality which she calls out even today. She is still hurt and the hurt never got consolidated because the hurt was never met with love.