Dear you know who you are,

She's beautiful no matter what she wears. Manipulative like nobody. Soft blue eyes that could lure anyone to a timely death. Years of it; I can barely handle a glance at them. Red, brown, blonde, black, blue. All hair colors she's abused. Yet she always seems to fall back on red. She likes her hair straight but leaves it the natural curly on occasion. Thin but a condescending thin. I don't know. Maybe maybe it's too much. We still have classes together. Spoken once. I never truly hated her. Yet. I did.**_ I hate her._** I don't know. Her name leaves a disgusting taste in my mouth. She vapes.. But it's 'not an addiction'. She claimes she can stop anytime. But she hasn't. Oh so condescending when talking about how she doesn't have the addictive gene in your brain while letting something else take her away every chance she gets. Perfect grades. Flawless. No matter what she does. Perfect in everything. Perfect lips, perfect skin, perfect everything. _Her lips taste like nothing_. . .Get connected and you might gain sympathy or you might end up with a text about her wanting to gouge her eyes out rather than be around you. So perfect yet condescending I just want to...

**Shit**

_Maybe..I just need to take my medication.. It'll all go away again.. Yes. _

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Best wishes

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