Smiling the perfect lie

Her loving gestures are sneaky

No warmth in the oven

Heat rises

No warmth touching my palms

I am sweaty and hot

Cold dark night

Her hands are hot and cold.

I feel fear in strange thoughts

She isn’t allowed inside

She is outside

She brings the cold weather

She makes it hot

She makes me freeze

She makes me sweat

She makes me run

She makes me run a lot

Snow is laying on the rooftops

She takes me outside and locks the door

She makes it snow and smiles

But I don’t believe she’s happy with me anymore

She doesn’t love me anymore

She doesn’t love me

Not anymore