Said you played me but did you really?

The damage you left, unrepairable

Say you “love me” but how can you “love” when you don’t love yourself

The statement “I just lost feelings” still runs through my head like a dirty bug

All them lame excuses, wondering why I still stayed

Yet say I’m delusional.. but still found a way to make me feel like I was the “only one”

Knew that I loved you dearly but still decided to deceive my ever loving-lasting care

Is it crazy to say that even though you threw my heart to the curve, it’s you that I still want

All that “It would’ve hurt you” nonsense, you can shove it back up your“sorry” ass

Crazy how I still cared even if I was drained to my core

Your mask breaking bit by bit.. but I’ve always know the real you

I loved you through thick & thin

Was i really the one you wanted or just another toy, you wanted to play

Wonder why did i ever return after you went ghost

You wanted me gone so I left you alone

Even though I miss our times .. I will never return

Chasing you for love, now chasing my future

& as I end this poem, leaving my heart out of the way

I want you to be reminded.. you will never find another bitch like me