I just turned 43 today and I’ve been through more things that people 2x But my upbringing was pretty good. If you count the countless holes in the wall,constant screaming from my parents which ended in grandmas. My mom idk but my grandma was a big part of my life. She was the person everyone thought they were. She was a therapist by day. A mafia boss at night. I was the only one in my family who knew about it. My mom drove me there after one of her fights and I ended up walking in seeing 3 men handing my grandma stacks of cash before smiling at me before walking out. I never said anything. I just watched, I was fascinated,obsessed even. This went on for about 3 more years but. When I was 10 everything changed. My grandmother died. and left behind secrets,truths,𝓁𝒾ℯ𝓈 that could and did damage generations and souls and. she left it all to me to discover. To fix, that later lead me to the beginning to fix my past.