My mom died when I was at the start of adult life, she had just gotten divorced and I had just recently got ingaged. My heart broke in two, how do I go on without my mother, my best friend!

I wanted her to be their when I got married to stand by my side when I gave birth! So many thoughts ran through my head, we had plans to celebrate my 21st birthday together, to travel, she never left the state unless it was to drive and visit family in the next states over. I had nightmares every night of the last time I saw her and I would have dreams of seeing her again and then waking up crying because it was just a dream and not reality. But life would go on and on every moment without her I would think about what it would be like if she were still here.