Holding her body while the sky’s crashing down,

She sacrificed herself for them too..

She said she had a plan and what kind of plan is that? Where was the “us” she promised?

How could she sacrifice herself and live at the same time? Did she think she’d only be so close to death and make it?

Did she mean we’d only exist together in the spirit realm?

Holding her body, I was in the deepest confusion while the large hanging piece of my heart had finally broken off. Practically the rest of my heart.

It felt just like the past years of me trying to get through to her as if I’m talking to someone who’s asleep.

How could I’ve known I’d never be able to get through to her?

Like she’s been sleeping forever..

And so, there is no reason for me to be here and I will not clean up the mess she’s made.

My time here is complete however feels wasted.

I believe it was truly my time when I had died when I was younger. Why would I have come back?..