Right Now
I might just leave, maybe tonight,
I’m kinda really sad but it’s alright,
It’s raining right now so I can’t really see the light,
Yeah, I might…
But not… not _right now_.
I don’t see how
You can be so happy, now?
You just ruined my life, you cow!
But, right now…
It isn’t your fault _at all._
It’s my fault, I take the blame for all
Of this, it’s because my fuck-up wasn’t small,
What I’m trying to say is, you’re a doll,
And me? I’ll take the blame for all…
I know you hate me, just please don’t _hate me._
I’m hurting, can’t you see?
I cried all day, and I still managed to wave and say
“Hi, how are you, are you okay?”
But, damn, you couldn’t even reply “hey…”
I _miss you_…
Yeah, I know, I was nothing more than a dumb shoe,
But I was such an alien until you
Made me feel okay, but I’m still not true,
And I probably took you for granted, but I miss you.
I miss you a lot, and I’m sorry. Please love me still.