This really isn’t fair, I didn’t do anything wrong.

I’m just an insecure person. You know how some days you’re feeling yourself more and some days seeing a photo of yourself makes you want to die? It’s a mix of how good I look that day and how good I feel of course. However, I really can’t control it. Don’t even get me started on the people who take photos of you off-guard. I mean, seriously, it’s terrifying looking up to a camera in your face. My girlfriend is one of those, takes photos off guard and pushes me to take more. I of course hate it in the moment, makes me feel on guard at all times. But it’s something I put up with because I love her, and you know what she does after?

She deletes all the ones I don’t like, it’s so sweet and I appreciate it more than she knows. I’ve been dating her for about 3 years now. I know for sure she’s the one. Another thing is that we’re polyamorous, going on dates with other people etc. etc.

Well this one girl, Amy, very nice I thought. I went on our first date yesterday, and it went good I thought. Well I thought wrong! Because Amy just sent me an essay (I’m exaggerating) on how they are sad I let my girlfriend take photos of me but won’t let them. Which is just crazy! We did take photos, just not ones with my face in them because I didn’t feel good yesterday. It’s driving me crazy, I think they may be crazy honestly.

I mean, ONE date? I tell her allll of this and her reaction?

“Stop invalidating my feelings”

Oh, oh my god. I mean oh my god. All I said was that I felt insecure yesterday and didn’t want any photos taken of me. How is that invalidating! I mean it’s not my fault you realize how unreasonable you’re sounding.

Is it a first date requirement I dont know about? Photos with faces! You don’t get them you’re a dick.

Well, now i’m stuck because they aren’t accepting any explanations. They are only taking them as an excuse, like I already commited an atrocious act and nothing can change that. The only thing they will accept is a fucking apology.

Fine, I’ll apologize. I’m mad at them, i’m mad at myself for being insecure, i’m mad i’m already the villain no matter what I say. But whatever, I apologized, and now they are taking photos of me.

And they won’t delete the bad ones.