please don’t leave me ,please ill be better I promise ,these words easily came out from tiffs yearning voice .oh how she feels that deep ache in the chest .was it her past traumas that might have been making the yearning more?what tiffs knew is she couldn’t let phy break up with her.she loved her she centered her whole life on her who is she without her.

Tifffy had received the break up text from her girlfriend. Earlier on Tiff deleted her socials that including instagram and TikTok due to her ccurrent mental health which had deteriated due to family and relationship issues not leaving alone campus life is definitely not taking her good .

Phy came forward to tiff about the issue presented it nicely that made tiff comfortable to want to open up .so she did.

The call hang up ,and immediately tiffs stomach sunk .

She knew where this was going to ,

She’s seen it before and one thing she’s aware it wont look good.

Tiffs heart was pounding as she put aside her go to text her girlfriend ad ask what happened

I’m sorry but I feel like this is all caused because of me

She tried calling her again on her way home from work only to hear her girlfriends broken voice

It was clear than a clean glass she was crying

Tiff broke down ‘’baby,what’s up,you have nothing to do with my insecurities nd emotions .

She lied it had everything to do with her

It had to do with the fact that she wouldn’t post her as much as tiff do but claim about showing off partner later ,had to do with this small pretty fine girl which was opposite of everything I was .

Ugly ,angry ,rude,fat broke,lost,and insecure

But to keep her for another day she lied .

To had with the fact that her feelings never got validated but ended up apologizing for them

It had a lot to do with she loved her that much she wanted to eep her a little bit longer.

It had to do with Tiffany healing a heart she never hurt.

It had to do with she always had to be the bigger person .

Tiffany couldn’t wait to go to her aunts place so she could call her girlfriend and try to explain her insecurities had nothing to do with her ,stressed the whole way since its all tiff could think about she called her

Tiff tried explaining her theory of invalidation in the relationship which made phy really mad ,lost it and hang up again .

Pleas baby don’t do this ,please pick up, lets talk okay

Tiff texted

Phy said she couldn’t pick her calls since she went to her cousins place which is a lie , this is phy being avoidant.

Phy felt like her world was falling apart

She needed to go. Home at;east there she could cry ,breakdown she took an uber back home and the again tried calling her girlfriend

After. Several attempts phy picked up and after hearing how much ah hurt tiff she asked for the beak up.

But why baby we can work it tiff said her voice crying breaking down .but phy had already made up. Her mind she hanged up and didn’t pick all the calls that followed.

Tiff just calledher mum crying and told her she had just broken up.