Tonight I breath to the fresh air lord know what I been trow in life sometimes I fake like I smile on the outside when people be telling me to smile but when I am in side I cry it out but when I be outside I smile god know I be put on a fake smile that’s how u know sometimes I be let everybody know I am ok but so times life is really hard but I keep it on the inside I love myself but but I love family too but some other time I be in my room all day bc some is really hurt me on the inside but I can’t sleep ain’t bc I be think about my baby Elijah that pass I had miscarried with but god knows I was not redy in life for be a moma bc I was only 15 years old teen moma I was to young but god knows I was not redy bc I wa going through a lot in life I was getting beat on in stuff but I know it was not redy come in this world bc I been going trough a lot I been going through but I go inside my room in cry I don’t go in the open in show everybody I cry but god knows what’s going on with me I be lock myself inside my room so nobody want see me like this and I be lisn sad music bc it hurts on the inside but god knows what going on but I know I really be ok