Love you, later is what my mom always said to say,

Never goodbye but see you later.

So now when me and my siblings end our phone calls,

We always end it with love you, later just for momma.

And now since both y’all been gone,

The whole family has fell apart and nobody talks anymore.

I guess the glue that kept us together doesn’t wanna stick anymore cuz I’ve never felt more of a stranger when I’m around them then I have since y’all been gone.

I’m so disappointed in all us, we did everything else half ass right we all came together and took care of them together till they passed. But now it’s like y’all only had anything to do with me cause y’all had to cause mom and dad was here and now y’all are like finally we ain’t gotta fuck with her anymore cuz I haven’t heard from either one of y’all since the funeral. I’m sorry I feel this way cuz all I wanted was to have a real sister and a real brother that I could be close with but I don’t guess I get that cuz I get pushed away more than anybody so I’m not trying anymore I’m sorry momma and daddy but I can’t keep trying to make something work if they ain’t gonna help me ugh I miss my daddy