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Chapter Five (Sea Breeze)

The message came before sunrise.

Lena woke to the low buzz of her phone against the nightstand, the blue glow of the screen slicing through the dark.

Ari: Don’t wear underwear today.

No punctuation. No greeting. No emoji to soften it.

Just an instruction.

Lena stared at it, still half inside her dream—something about mouths and mirrors. Her skin felt too hot beneath the covers, her thighs already pressed tightly together without meaning to.

She didn’t respond.

She didn’t have to.

There was no question in the message. No request.

Only a rule.

She got out of bed slowly, the floor cold under her feet. She stood in front of the wardrobe and opened it without thinking.

Sweatpants? Too obvious.

Tight jeans? No—too much friction. Too much attention.

She chose a black dress. Simple, cotton, mid-thigh. It didn’t scream anything. It just clung. Just enough.

When she pulled it over her head—bare beneath—her body felt immediately foreign. Too soft. Too visible. Too present. Every step, every shift of weight, every movement of fabric reminded her of the absence beneath.

Walking down the hallway, she felt like a secret.

Even the stairs creaked differently.

In the dining hall, no one looked at her—but she felt their gazes anyway. Every chair scrape, every whisper sounded amplified. She was sure people knew. That her bare skin must be radiating some kind of invisible heat.

At lunch, she saw Ari from across the room.

Ari didn’t wave.

Didn’t smile.

She just tilted her head slightly, one side of her mouth curling up like the memory of a smirk.

Lena sat down at another table.

She didn’t eat.

Her appetite had changed.

The dress clung tighter now. Her back arched more than usual. Her thighs pressed together, not for comfort—but to hold something in.

All day, she said nothing.

But the rule had been followed.

And her body remembered every inch of it.

The classroom was already half-full when Lena arrived, notebook clutched tight to her chest like armor.

Her eyes scanned the room quickly.

Ari was already seated—center row, slightly off to the left, legs crossed high, boots off, toes flexing slowly like she was listening to music only she could hear.

Lena hesitated in the doorway.

Then Ari lifted one finger and tapped the empty chair beside her.

No wave. No smile.

Just a single, controlled gesture.

Lena sat.

The wood of the seat was cold against her thighs. She crossed her legs carefully, too aware of what she wasn’t wearing underneath.

Ari didn’t say hello.

Didn’t look at her.

The lecture began. Wren paced like always, voice smooth, quiet, dragging quotes out of the air like silk ropes.

But Lena heard none of it.

Ari’s leg touched hers under the desk.

Just at the knee.

It wasn’t a tap, or a flirt, or a dare.

It was a resting place.

Her skin buzzed.

The heat between her legs—the reminder of absence—grew sharper with every minute. She couldn’t cross her legs again without pressing into herself. She couldn’t shift without exposing that tension. She sat still. Perfectly still.

Wren read a line aloud—something from Bataille. Something about exposure. Lena caught only the words “open,” and “burning,” and “owned.”

Ari wrote nothing.

Near the end of class, she leaned slightly to the right, fingers moving with slow precision, and slid a folded square of paper into Lena’s lap.

Still no eye contact.

Lena didn’t unfold it until class was dismissed and bodies began moving around them.

The note read:

Good girl.

Two words. Small script.

Lena’s hands trembled slightly as she refolded the paper and tucked it deep into her pocket.

She didn’t speak the rest of the day.

But the heat between her legs followed her like a shadow.

The sky was pale gray by the time Lena reached the front steps of the humanities building. The lamps flickered on automatically as dusk claimed the campus inch by inch. She was early—ten minutes, maybe—but Ari was already there.

Leaning against the stone rail. Black coat, open. No backpack. No books. A cigarette burned slowly between her fingers, but she wasn’t smoking it—just watching it smolder.

She didn’t look at Lena until she was a foot away.

Then, softly: “You’re skipping class.”

Not a question.

A command.

Lena opened her mouth, then closed it.

Ari crushed the cigarette beneath her heel and began walking.

Lena followed.

The path she took curved away from the main buildings. Past the library. Past the art wing. Into the old part of campus—the places students didn’t go unless they had to. Past arches that led nowhere. Past sculptures that looked more like warnings than art.

Lena didn’t ask where they were going.

She didn’t want to break whatever this was.

Ari’s pace was unhurried. Her hands stayed in her pockets. Her breath came visibly now, misting in the cold. Lena fell into step behind her, half a pace back, like a shadow with legs.

Finally, Ari stopped at a door Lena had never noticed before.

It was set into the side of the oldest academic building—a faculty hall half-swallowed by ivy and silence. The door was black, weathered, windowless. No name. No number.

Ari reached into her coat, pulled out a key, and unlocked it.

The hinges sighed as it opened.

A warm, amber light spilled out from within—dim, flickering, inviting.

Ari stepped inside and held the door for Lena.

Still no words.

Still no explanation.

Lena hesitated only once.

Then she stepped through.

The door closed behind them with a soft click—the kind of sound that didn’t echo, even though it should have.

The room smelled like sandalwood, wax, and something floral that hovered just at the edge of recognition. Every wall was draped in thick, wine-colored velvet. No windows. No furniture, save for a low stool in the corner and a tall, freestanding mirror that caught Lena’s eye immediately.

It was full-length, antique, framed in tarnished brass, and slightly tilted back. The reflection it cast was distorted at the edges—subtle, but enough to feel like you were looking at a version of yourself you hadn’t met yet.

Ari walked forward without ceremony and turned to face Lena near the center of the space.

“This room is soundproof,” she said, softly. “No one hears what happens in here.”

She didn’t say what would happen.

She didn’t have to.

Lena’s heart beat higher in her chest.

Ari didn’t step closer.

She just nodded toward the mirror.

“Stand there.”

Lena moved slowly, legs tight beneath her dress, every nerve lit up with anticipation and doubt. She stood in front of the mirror. Her reflection looked back—smaller than she expected. More exposed.

Ari stayed behind her, silent for a beat. Then:

“Undress.”

Lena’s breath caught in her throat.

She didn’t move.

Ari didn’t repeat it.

She didn’t raise her voice.

She just waited.

Lena’s hands rose—slow, trembling—and found the hem of her dress.

The cotton slipped up over her head and dropped to the floor with a whisper.

She stood there in nothing.

No underwear. No bra.

Bare to the mirror. To Ari.

To herself.

The room didn’t get colder.

It got closer.

Ari circled once—slowly, deliberately—like a planet tracing its orbit.

She didn’t touch.

Not once.

She just looked.

Lena didn’t know if her nipples hardened from the air or the attention.

She didn’t know what to do with her hands.

So she did nothing.

Her skin felt raw. Her breath shallow.

The mirror held her, unforgiving.

Ari came to stand just behind her, not touching—but close enough that Lena could feel the gravity of her presence like a second skin.

“Don’t move,” Ari said.

Then she sat on the stool behind her.

And began to watch.

The match struck loud in the quiet.

Ari lit the incense—thick, dark sticks that burned slowly from a ceramic holder on the floor. The scent deepened the air, thickening it with smoke and memory. Something bitter and sweet, like old wine and ritual.

Lena remained in front of the mirror, naked, arms at her sides, body trembling just slightly. Her thighs brushed when she shifted her weight. The mirror caught everything. The curve of her hip. The sheen at her collarbone. The faint flush rising across her chest.

She didn’t look away.

Neither did Ari.

From her seat in the corner, Ari watched with total stillness. Her legs crossed. Her chin resting on the back of one hand. Eyes calm, but fixed.

“You’re not here to perform,” she said, voice soft, stripped of its usual teasing lilt. “You’re here to be seen.”

Lena nodded before realizing she wasn’t supposed to.

Ari didn’t correct her.

“Don’t try to be pretty,” she said. “Don’t try to be anything. Just… let them look.”

“There’s no one here,” Lena said quietly.

Ari smiled, slow. “That’s not what I said.”

Lena swallowed.

Her nipples tightened further. Her skin itched without discomfort. It felt like her very pores were awake—listening. The mirror didn’t flatter or distort. It simply reflected. Exactly what she was. Her body as it was—not in poses, not in movement, but in stillness.

Ari’s eyes never left her.

“Every inch of you is visible,” she murmured. “That’s the point.”

Lena could feel it—the idea of someone watching from somewhere else. Maybe behind the mirror. Maybe through the wall. Maybe from a place inside her she hadn’t let out until now.

Minutes passed. Or maybe longer.

Neither of them moved.

Neither of them broke.

Lena’s legs began to ache. Her breath grew shallow, then steady again. She was becoming… something. Not just bare.

Available.

Not for touch.

Not for approval.

Just for sight.

And the longer she stood there, the more she wanted to stay that way.

Eventually, Ari stood.

No signal. No words. Just the slow, soundless movement of rising from the stool. She stepped forward—closer than before—until Lena could feel the warmth of her body behind her again.

Still, she didn’t touch.

Not at first.

Then Ari’s hands lifted the dress from the floor.

She didn’t toss it to Lena.

She began to dress her.

One motion at a time.

She pulled the slip over Lena’s head, straightened the hem with both hands. Her fingers brushed Lena’s thighs, hips, shoulders—gentle, controlled, impersonal. Like dressing a doll. Or something far older.

Lena didn’t breathe.

Her skin tingled from the contact, though it was brief. Clinical. Tender only in restraint.

Ari stepped around to face her.

She adjusted the strap on Lena’s shoulder, then smoothed a wrinkle on her chest.

Then finally—her fingers trailing for just a moment too long—she looked into Lena’s eyes.

“You passed,” she said.

That was all.

Then she turned.

And walked to the door.

Lena stood there, lips parted, body still humming with silence.

Ari opened the door, but didn’t hold it.

She didn’t wait.

She simply left.

And Lena, after a moment, followed.

She walked the path back alone, barefoot, the pavement cold and rough. Her boots dangled from her fingertips like a memory she hadn’t earned.

Her dress clung to her skin with a weight that wasn’t fabric.

She passed no one. Spoke to no one.

When she got to her room, she sat on the edge of the bed and didn’t turn on the light.

Her body still felt watched.

And somehow—she wanted it to be.