Angry, sad, calm, full of depression

Suicidal or a really happy person

I decide, who you are

I rule you, my unstable fool

I can change you day to day

So even your best friends won’t recognize you.

The joke is, that you don’t have friends,

Because nobody likes someone

Who hits and kicks and screams if angry

And hugs and kisses if gladsome.

Can’t escape me, I’ll be there

Even with that bottle wine

In your blood vessels,

Even with drugs

Even with bruises

Just accept it:

You can’t outrule me.

Anxiety grows in your stomach

Every day starts with a headache

No sleep, no wake,

Darkness only, for God’s sake

No goals, no morals,

Unstable self-concept

I suffer and suffer all day long,

Only because I am.