When I was a girl I realized that I wasn’t like everyone else. I saw things differently, and because of this I was made a demonstration. A way to show people what not to be like. They made sure to make me feel alien towards everyone else. I was five when it started and it solidified me at too young of an age making me cut off from what other felt so easily. I was incapacitated and because of this it made me think; if they hate that I’m different then why not be better than them? They hate me already so why not make them hate me while bowing at my feet.