It almost feels like you are limited. Limited in the way you express and demonstrate. This incapacitate of your emotions is worrying. Why are you so intertwined within yourself. You never have the time for others. This solidify of your exterior, of your mangled face. Almost makes me feel pity. Pity for you. Which of course you have never expressed the need for. Hopefully you learn to deal with your ignorance of your emotions, and get over your disfiguration.