Something is missing.

I'm not sure what this is. 

Like a wise person, 

I’ve sought for it in all the kingdoms

that live in me

and found only silence.

Something is not connecting.

I realized it when the dualities of my soul

faced each other and 

They were silent

However, somethings is telling me that

the secret is in the order of things.

It's as if I am the opposite of what I once was

or if I am living in the e extreme of what one day I was.

Maybe, to find it,

I just need to change my perspective

once again.

- June 17, 2025. Illana

(It says the title “could be”, not the title “must be”. I hope I got this right.)