As he takes another drink , a bruise appears on my face 

As he takes another drink , he hands become wrapped around my neck 

As he takes another drink , his words become bullets holes to my soul 

As he takes another drink, his body is shared with another women 

As he takes another drink , I am pinned to a corner as he uses my body as a kicking technique 

Tears start to fall down my face , I ask him “

Why do you treat me like this “? 

He starts to scream , in rage . His rage turns into humiliation by dragging me down the trail of dirt , almost ending my life 

That night of us in that trail , the trail that still haunts my dreams , the trail that is now my nightmares 

That night you had hate in your eyes and almost ended my life 

Dragging me down the trail of dirt , on top of my body while your hands are wrapped around my neck , repeating this abuse for minutes 

Screaming , bleeding , and shocked my body couldn’t move 

He’s takes another drink , another drink and another drink 

Now his body is being shared with many other women 

The agony , starts to build anger 

As his addiction pours him another drink 

His lies become more clear , can’t hide then anymore 

Your eyes are a deception of evil 

Your words are poisonous to the human soul 

My soul 

Don’t fall in love with another shot of alcohol 

That will mean another bruise on my face 

Another bruise to cover up 

Another story  I have to make up , to excuse your behavior 

While you turn around and sunk my name deep into the sea there to haunt me every second you get , while you are close or far away 

Now I am caged in your world of manipulation