I can’t seem to take my eyes off it

When I sit

And I breath

And breath and breath and breath

I cannot seem to forget

How it felt

When I got that call

When they told me you left

And now the Greif lasts forever

And it won’t leave

That moment plays on loop

In my mind

Forever

And I’ll never forget

Your letter

How you wrote about your feelings

And who you were sorry you were leaving

Your mom wasn’t even a mention

And that must’ve stung

But that’s only the beginning

Of your own grief

We cannot fathom how hard it must’ve been

For you to make that decision

Or how much pain you must’ve felt

To have come to that conclusion

That it was you

And not anybody else

That was the issue

I’m sorry you felt that way

And it came to end this way

You’ll be in my mind

Forever