It was always there. Every time I walk out into the woods all I see is red. That scarlet colored tree makes my life impossible. I can't walk outside without seeing that tree. Sunrise is especially a nightmare. Nothing but a vast darkness with a sliver of light trying to reach out at me.

"I can't do this anymore." I say as all I see anymore are the trees. The difference between my reality and my dreams are slipping. All I see is that god awful red wood.

I look out into the distance where once stood a beautiful mountain range. I can't see it anymore. I can't see anything anymore. All I see is Red wood. I wish I was able to live my my life. Love and lose and all that. But I just can do it anymore. As I look down and see nothing but darkness. I took a deep breath.

"You can do this. You have to do this." I say this to myself over and over.

And finally jump.