I see all, even when swaying back and fourth on my vibration, I always and very quickly I might add, sway in the direction that I see it all, so clear and bright. Swaying, being and feeling high above the city that is now my home, I see all the things I’ve never seen before. Finally free from the ones holding me hostage, there I was freely being me swaying back and fourth, with a view.

A view that became so clear, I may leave from time to time, but that brightly lit, up and coming city is my now home. I am not half way there anymore, I am all the way there now. Feeling the only thing I taught myself how to not to feel and now I feel lost in my home home.

Only connecting with certain souls and people, feeling so distant from everyone else. Not now though, now I’m swinging high above the city feeling nothing, nothing at all.

So I jumped..