She locks herself in the bathroom, hoping that the darkness can help her with her thinking. But it never does, it just makes her overthink her entire life makes her question everything. And still, people see her struggling and still ask her for help, not ever trying to see if she needs help more than they do. They look straight past her, like she's a ghost and she's not really there, just there to help and then disappear. She doesn't really exist to them.She's just a one time use She could just be sitting there lying in her death bed, and the only reason people would come to hers is because they need help and they have a problem. Not because she's dying. They'd watch Her struggle. But sit there and just ask for her help and never once help her. And people wonder why she always sits there, smiling and crying in a room at night. People ask her why she hurts herself, but they never actually try to think why she would do that they just play her like a game that life threw at them for their own personal use as a punching bag.