To look for something again

And wonder of its merits

Write them down in pen

No more forgetting it

To try and recreate the life

The life that once was

Shall have strife

As it often does

New places & new people

New names & new streets

I forgot who I was

Though it ‘twas a small feat

Attempt it again

Again for something new

Study in the den

Study, for I’ve no clue

Maybe it’s impossible

To do it all over once more,

For how can one recreate something

That ‘twas never there?

I’ve forgotten who I am

All lonely and paranoid

Was it always like this?

Always this koi?

I’ll retry it all over

We’ll see how it runs

Put the bar lower

See how we have fun