i cannot love you my mind has secrets like you do not know and if i tell you them like i told him i can’t risk letting you go i cannot love you i am a dry desert breeze on a cold summer day your warmth won’t be the same if i stay i have to leave now so our love won’t get in the way i cannot love you what if you don’t understand me what if you shut the door on me like how he shoved his smile and his friends in my face i can’t love you now not here in this place i can’t love you in these halls they remind me of him i can’t have you call me pretty cause he never did i cannot love you my mind won’t allow it my heart won’t let me open up again and my eyes won’t let me look at someone knew i wish you were him so i could love you