The little girl.

Everyone assumes the little girl sees the world as butterflies and rainbows and so much color, they assume that she doesn’t care about nothing but herself, they assume she doesn’t care about anyone and thinks life is easy and simple.

But this little girl sees the world grey,hatred, and difficult, she never sees rainbows or butterflies she sees darkness and danger, she cares way to much about people she forgets that she exists, she has to suffer everyday because of life

Her father assumes she thinks she can do something so simple like opening a door, her mother thinks she is so lazy and doesn’t have time for nothing but her phone, her brother thinks that she’s trying to be cool and bad, her sister thinks she is trying to act like the bigger one and tries to say shes always right.

But the little girl suffers so much to reach the door but it’s miles away, She tries to hard just to see her mother smile of proudness of her test and exams, she never tries to act cool she only hides the pain so no one notices, she’s always trying to defend herself but no matter how she tries her sister always has to be right.

She holds the anger and pain everyday clenching her fists but no one notices, she cuts herself and marks represents pain and anger, outside of her she acts like nothing happened but inside her she is screaming until she can’t breath, sometimes the girl thinks if she should risk it or not because she’s scared what would happen.

This little girl is now 13 years old she isnt a 6 year old, she was once called perfect, wonderful, excellent but now she’s being called moody,rude,annoying and what hurts her the most is when her parents or her siblings say something so hurtful it almost makes her heart shatter into peices..

Sometimes the little girl asks herself “what do I do to deserve this…what am I doing wrong?”

-the little girl