What have I done?! Did I really do it?! What’s going to happen to me? To my life. It’s all over now. Doesn’t matter. It’s been over for some time. My life’s been useless, day in day out, same ‘ole, same ole. Not a life, really; merely existing. No joy. No desires. Consuming. Just consuming and taking up space. Do I need a purpose? Have I outlived my purpose? Why haven’t I passed? Why am I still here? I guess there really isn’t a god after all….. What am I running from???

I stop.

I’ll let it come and get me.

Save me from this boring, meaningless, taking-up-space-edness I’ve held on too long.