Hollow
**I wrote this poem based off of the song “Hollow” by Stray Kids.**
I’ve just kept running forward
Without paying any
Attention,
Too many distractions,
Too much tension.
I’m stuck here
And it’s just as if
Something had drawn me
Up to this point.
In life,
I’ve done so much,
I’ve checked off
So many things
On my bucket list,
Accomplished so much,
Yet somehow,
I still can’t be
Satisfied.
If my
Desperate, hollow cry
Was heard,
Someone,
Please,
Fill my heart
And quench my thirst.
_Trying_
_To find a way_
_Out…_
_I repeat,_
_And fail_
_Again…_
_Stuck questioning life,_
_Stuck in the strife_
_Without an answer…_
No matter what they tell me,
No words are ever
Enough
To satisfy
The hollowness inside.
I’m begging you,
Please,
Save me,
Fill me up
‘Cause
_I can’t take it,_
_No more!_
I embrace everything
Bright and warm,
And run,
But why
Do I
Feel
Hollow?
Loneliness
Haunts me,
Takes over me,
No matter where I am,
No matter who I’m with,
I’m alone.
_Is it because_
_The more alone I am,_
_ The more I need love?_
Even if I
Force myself
To satisfy,
There’s always a part of me
Asking “why?”
_I’m so…_
_Hollow, _
_Hollow, _
_Hollow…_
_Empty inside…_
_Hollow, _
_Hollow,_
_Hollow…_
_My heart died…_
_Hollow,_
_Hollow,_
_Hollow…_
_A hole burnt in my heart…_
Even if I
Force myself
To satisfy,
No matter how hard
I try…
_I’m so…_
I’ve lately been feeling
More flat
Than sharp,
A lack of
Harmony
In _my_ song…
_Dull._
With my style,
Which I once thought
To be bright,
I’ve built my career
In a stack,
High enough,
Now all I see
Is black.
_Hall of Fame…_
I worked so hard,
Yet it’s still
Far away,
Maybe chasing fame
Led me astray…
_A shinin’ star,_
_Behind it,_
_The world_
_Is all in black._
I’ve got eyes
That focus on the
Minus
Over the
Plus,
Never noticing
Life’s light,
Just the
Hollow darkness.
_This way of life,_
_All this strife,_
_Isn’t it_
_Repeating pointlessly?_
Nothing is going right
For me,
I feel deflated.
Everything is painful,
Even things that used to
Fill me up
Leave me hollow.
Hollow inside,
Hollow soul,
Hollow heart,
Someone,
_Anyone_,
Fill my heart
And quench my thirst.
_Trying_
_To fill myself up…_
_I repeat_
_My immature mistakes…_
_Still,_
_I’m here_
_Without an answer…_
No words
Are ever enough
To get me through
When the going
Gets rough.
I’m begging you,
On my knees
With desperate eyes,
I whisper,
“Please…
_I can’t take it no more!_”
I embrace
Everything
And run
From the past,
Leaving my soul with it,
Yet I still wonder
Why
Do I
Feel
Hollow?
Loneliness
Haunts me
No matter where I am,
It won’t leave me be.
_Is it because_
_The more alone I am,_
_The more I need _
_Love?_
Even if I
Force myself
To satisfy,
I can’t seem to
Find my soul,
And myself.
_I’m so…_
The moon
Is hiding in the clouds,
A night
Without light,
A shell of a person
Without a soul.
A heart
Without a name,
That’s mine…
_Hollow._
It feels like I’m
Wandering
Through the sky,
Wandering
Without purpose.
I embrace everything
And run,
Leaving so much
Behind me,
I’m sure it’s
For the best,
But why
Do I
Feel
Hollow?
I have
People who love me, yet
Loneliness
Haunts me,
No matter where I am,
I’m alone.
_Always alone…_
__
_Is it because_
_The more alone I am,_
_The more I need_
_Love?_
Even if I
Force myself to
Satisfy
My hollowness
In solitude,
I’m so…
_Hollow,_
_Hollow,_
_Hollow…_
__
_Broken_
_And alone…_
__
_Hollow,_
_Hollow,_
_Hollow…_
__
_Emotionally dead…_
__
_Hollow,_
_Hollow,_
_Hollow…_
__
_A broken_
_Moral compass…_
Even if I
Force myself to
Satisfy,
I’m so—
_Hollow._