I prayed this was one of my smaller mistakes,

Leaving you behind.

You were my f.a.v.,

But not anymore.

I don’t just miss Fitz,

But I miss the version of me that loved him,

Just like he loves me,

And just like Keefe loves me.

The words he had said over the years echoed in my head repeatedly.

I want it to be you.

I’ll always be here when you need me.

You know we’re stronger together.

By the way, he murmured, pressing Mr. Snuggles against his heart. ‘I missed you too’

I’m so tired of having to hide the fact that the only name I want to see on my list is… yours.

Sometimes I wish you saw yourself a little clearer, so you’d actually believe me when I tell you this. You’re brilliant and talented and beautiful…

you look really beautiful

I really miss you Sophie. Not just as… whatever.

But it doesn’t matter anymore. Not when his face fills my mind every time think of Fitz, his ice blue eyes piercing me and making me feel guilty.