I twisted myself in new positions to love you the way you needed

I crushed my feelings To make you feel secure

I left things important to me To give you what you wanted

I began to hate myself to be more appealing to you

I let you control me Everything about me was wrong to you

My feelings We’re wrong to you A flaw, something to be fine tuned Instead of listening to how i feel My feelings fed a fire in you That raged a hatred for me

My relationships were wrong to you And it was always me that was in the wrong Any male companion I had in my life Was somehow competition to you But the women you fucked Still had a higher place in your life than I

My behaviors were wrong to you Too sad, too dramatic, too pessimistic

I was wrong to you Nothing about me was right to you But you sure said I was right When you were violating me with a touch That was not filled with love

I was only right to you When I gave you my body And how silly was I to trust the words of a Fox

Circa 2019