STORY STARTER
An irrational fear has always stopped you doing a certain activity with your friends. Today, you decide you're going to face that fear...
Blood And Tarmac
I remember the body, the blood against the tarmac, the skidding of tires, the crunch of metal against bone. The screams as I begged to go back, begged to call the hospital and not leave her there, bleeding out in the centre of the road. The screams fill my mind as the memories come flooding back.
๐๐ณ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฉ. ๐๐ฎ ๐ด๐ญ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ด๐ฉ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ, ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐บ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ, ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ. "๐๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ข๐ด!" ๐ ๐ด๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด. "๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ต,๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ต,๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ต." ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ. ๐ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ณ, ๐ข ๐ด๐ฑ๐ณ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐บ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ, ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ. "๐๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ข๐ด!" ๐ ๐ด๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ, "๐๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ต ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!" ๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ต ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ด๐ฉ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ. "๐๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ต๐ข๐ญ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ!" ๐ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฃ. ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ด ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ฑ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ง๐ข๐ค๐ฆ. "๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐!" ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐ด ๐ข๐ฃ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ต๐ญ๐บ, ๐ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฑ, ๐ต๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ด ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ด. "๐๐ธ๐ธ..๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต?" ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ, "๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐." ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ, ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ง๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ข๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ข๐ด ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐บ, ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ธ๐ข๐บ.
We left her there, to die, to perish and itโs my fault. I swore on my life I would never ever drive again, I wouldnโt allow myself to even touch, or look at a car. She is dead because of me, her family grieved because of me. The thought is sickening. I feel as if Iโm drowning, my lungs filling with water until they burst and I can no longer breath. I feel someone put their hand on my shoulder, I jump screaming. Itโs Jake, my best friend. โAre you ok?โ He asks a concerned look passing across his face. โWe donโt have to drive if you donโt want to, we can wal...โ I interrupt him, โNO! I mean no, Iโll drive.โ
I bite my lip, swallowing the fear, the guilt. Jakeโs car is the latest model, all shiny, leather seated and fresh car smelling. I breath in Jake, I breath in the car and the sweet smell of the leather. I can do this. Jake climbs into the passenger seat as I slowly pull out from the driveway.
Itโs only when I stop at the first traffic light that the memories come floating back. Hair crusted and mangled with blood, so much blood, blood on my hands, on the white car seats, blood in my mind, blood on my conscience. I canโt breath. Iโm drowning in my own guilt. But I canโt come up for air this time. I push down on the peddle, full speed as soon as the lights turn green. I have to get out of this car.
Jake puts his hand on my arm. โUhm.โ He clears his throat, โI think itโs.....best that I drive, your sweating and crying and I donโt want you to get hurt.โ I shake my head, grinding my teeth together. My driving is edgy, I hit the corners with such passion that Jake swings around and jerks forward beneath his seat belt.
A few more streets left to go. I turn a corner, shoving Jake right into me. I swear under my breath staring angrily out the window at a girl walking past our car. My heart stops my breath catches in my throat. The entire world pauses and seems to acknowledge the girl strolling across the pavement. I want to scream, to pull my hair out, to cry, to throw myself down beneath a random girls feet. But it wasnโt just a girl, it was the girl we hit 5 years ago.
Finally I loose it, crying, screaming, letting go of the stirring wheel and stomping my feet against the peddles. I watch helplessly as the car swerves out of my control. Once again, as if Iโm re-living that night I somehow manage to crash the car, brining Jake and years of guilt trapped memories along with it.