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An irrational fear has always stopped you doing a certain activity with your friends. Today, you decide you're going to face that fear...

Blood And Tarmac

I remember the body, the blood against the tarmac, the skidding of tires, the crunch of metal against bone. The screams as I begged to go back, begged to call the hospital and not leave her there, bleeding out in the centre of the road. The screams fill my mind as the memories come flooding back.


๐˜Š๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ. ๐˜๐˜ฎ ๐˜ด๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ. "๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ด!" ๐˜ ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด. "๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต,๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต,๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต." ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ. ๐˜ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ณ, ๐˜ข ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ, ๐˜ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ. "๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ด!" ๐˜ ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ, "๐˜ž๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜š๐˜–๐˜”๐˜Œ๐˜–๐˜•๐˜Œ!" ๐˜ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜›๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ. "๐˜Š๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ!" ๐˜ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ. ๐˜š๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜›๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ด ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด, ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ. "๐˜Ž๐˜Œ๐˜› ๐˜๐˜• ๐˜›๐˜๐˜Œ ๐˜Š๐˜ˆ๐˜™!" ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต๐˜ญ๐˜บ, ๐˜ ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฌ๐˜ด. "๐˜ž๐˜ธ๐˜ธ..๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต?" ๐˜›๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜จ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ, "๐˜Ž๐˜Œ๐˜› ๐˜๐˜• ๐˜›๐˜๐˜Œ ๐˜Š๐˜ˆ๐˜™ ๐˜•๐˜–๐˜ž." ๐˜ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜บ, ๐˜ฅ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ.


We left her there, to die, to perish and itโ€™s my fault. I swore on my life I would never ever drive again, I wouldnโ€™t allow myself to even touch, or look at a car. She is dead because of me, her family grieved because of me. The thought is sickening. I feel as if Iโ€™m drowning, my lungs filling with water until they burst and I can no longer breath. I feel someone put their hand on my shoulder, I jump screaming. Itโ€™s Jake, my best friend. โ€œAre you ok?โ€ He asks a concerned look passing across his face. โ€œWe donโ€™t have to drive if you donโ€™t want to, we can wal...โ€ I interrupt him, โ€œNO! I mean no, Iโ€™ll drive.โ€


I bite my lip, swallowing the fear, the guilt. Jakeโ€™s car is the latest model, all shiny, leather seated and fresh car smelling. I breath in Jake, I breath in the car and the sweet smell of the leather. I can do this. Jake climbs into the passenger seat as I slowly pull out from the driveway.


Itโ€™s only when I stop at the first traffic light that the memories come floating back. Hair crusted and mangled with blood, so much blood, blood on my hands, on the white car seats, blood in my mind, blood on my conscience. I canโ€™t breath. Iโ€™m drowning in my own guilt. But I canโ€™t come up for air this time. I push down on the peddle, full speed as soon as the lights turn green. I have to get out of this car.


Jake puts his hand on my arm. โ€œUhm.โ€ He clears his throat, โ€œI think itโ€™s.....best that I drive, your sweating and crying and I donโ€™t want you to get hurt.โ€ I shake my head, grinding my teeth together. My driving is edgy, I hit the corners with such passion that Jake swings around and jerks forward beneath his seat belt.


A few more streets left to go. I turn a corner, shoving Jake right into me. I swear under my breath staring angrily out the window at a girl walking past our car. My heart stops my breath catches in my throat. The entire world pauses and seems to acknowledge the girl strolling across the pavement. I want to scream, to pull my hair out, to cry, to throw myself down beneath a random girls feet. But it wasnโ€™t just a girl, it was the girl we hit 5 years ago.


Finally I loose it, crying, screaming, letting go of the stirring wheel and stomping my feet against the peddles. I watch helplessly as the car swerves out of my control. Once again, as if Iโ€™m re-living that night I somehow manage to crash the car, brining Jake and years of guilt trapped memories along with it.

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