I wish she knew what was happening with her little girl since she was 4.

I remember being happy over a new pink bike my dad gave me, all I wanted was to ride the pink bike and go to a place far away.

Why? Why would I run away?

Every time I saw mom and dad getting ready and leaving the house, at that exact moment my happiness faded away…

Mom didn’t know,

She didn’t know that her little baby suffered every day

She didn’t understand why her baby cried out loud

She didn’t know why her beautiful princess didn’t want to stay at her castle .

Mom didn’t know,

She didn’t know that the person she trusted her child did everything to take her happiness and purity away.

Mom didn’t know that her little baby lost her sparkle at a such young age.

I wish mom knew why at my bed time I was sad every night after being with her.

Despite all that, I was just a little girl enjoying every happy moment, the moment I was allowed to smile.

But I always knew that the night was my dear friend, because when the sun rises, when they are gone, my happiness end, and all the suffering starts all over again.