To fail is not good enough,

Yet succeeding does not fulfil.

I change tack, switch track,

But it doesn't feel right.

Try again from the beginning,

Work my way through

But it isn't enough.

How can I quench my thirst

When I don't know

What I am thirsting for?...

I spoke.....

I laugh....

I gulped....

I frowned....

But these....

They were not me.

They were just versions of my myself in a facial expression form.

The real me you ask ?

Never spoke...

It Stay in darkness.

it always prefer to be hidden...

To be silent.....

And this version of me comes out rarely ....

I want to snatch it out of my self sometimes .....

But it refuses..

It's is a thirst ...

A thir...

I quench my thirst from you.

I drink from your dreams, your wicked thoughts,

Your aspirations of greatness soothe my want,

But you deny me your wishes,

Your life is not mine to possess,

And yet still I need it to quench the ever-growing thirst for you.

...

The munchies hit me like a brick

One puff and it all comes crumbling down

No ordinary, silly trick

But still, I am the clown

I turn into a bottomless pit of need

I am hungry and I need to feed

Trying to quench my thirst

It wouldn’t be the last time

It would be the first

A bite of pizza, then some chips

A handful of peanuts and BBQ ribs

A glass of Fanta, just a few sips

Some fried chicken with...

Forget; a moth drawn to a flame,

or a bird hitting the window pane.

My toe is attracted to pain,

slamming into walls twice a day.

It’s when the numbness comes —

dead after a run,

or tired from the endless drum

of life’s deafening hum.

They just want to feel alive,

crave the torturous dive,

even if that means being broken —

because that would only be physical....

Stranded, there is no one

Nearby me

In this desert landscape

Dry throat

Beads of hot sweat

Rolling down me

Every step along the way

No one nearby

No one anywhere

No real way to

Fix this insatiable hunger

For some water

Am I thirsty?

I don’t know but think I’ve lost my way now

Dreaming

Of an oasis

Of a swimming pool

Of gelato and ice cream

Looking ever closer

Now I realize

It’s this li...

unquenchable.

Unbearable thirst,

my throat is dry.

its not enough,

nor am i.

salty rivers,

i cry.

the water

helps the thirst from

my eyes,

tears.

let it out

and leave my throat

dry....

Hungry for something but don’t know what?

Do you thirst for something but not a drink?

Well I can tell you and it’s simple, something I know by mind and gut

I can tell you but keep your mind opened, and take the time to blink

I know someone who loves every shrew

Someone who loves me and someone who loves you

He’s hated by some but gave up his life for all

He made every one and loves the big and t...

I Thirst,

My mouth dry, opened and inviting

I Thirst,

I do not care, when or where, simply quench my Thirst.

I Thirst,

I stop my fighting and tie the noose.

I Thirst,

I Thirst no more,

Feet dangling, inches off the floor,

No more breath in my lungs, nor loathing on my tongue.

No heart beat, nobody to check for it

I float amid the remains of a dry life,

I Thirst,

I Thirst no more

...

I’m thirsty but not for water…

for your touch.

Feeling your skin against mine,

Your body holding me.

I smell your smell, it smells like home.

You wrap your arms around me and it feels like home.

I crave your touch all the time.

It’s soft yet firm.

It safe yet wild.

I need to feel your lips pressed against mine.

I hear your heart beat and it’s playing my favorite song.

I’m thirsty but not...