Someone is looking back at me, and often I look away. I do not revel in the person I see, nor have I ever. They have always been someone I’ve disliked, even if people tell me otherwise. I try to look at them with kind eyes, but too often is it sadness, or disgust, or something akin to anger, frustration. There is no beauty there, no softness or reflection of what I had come to know as beauty. I ha...